My therapist

At my appointment today after i told her i got dizzy and light headed yesterday at work, she is strongly recommended i look into treatment for ptsd and a eating disorder.

My parents used food as a punishment and a way to get me to stop having tics and outbursts. It got much worse after my sister died. The more outbursts i had the less food i got. Their they wouldn't let me eat.

Their are times i barely eat anything at all. And the days im having a lot of outbursts i don't eat.
I guess its been hard wired in my brain.