I have felt that way too many times days years but I know that it’s all a season and a reason so I’ll just ride the waves till the waters calm down on me I mean !!! I hope you can find that peace in your heart and soul ….. by reading your post you seem to have a beautiful soul and you open up something that’s rare respects to you stay blessed my friend God bless your heart

Funny I admit I'm depressed yet I appear happy go lucky animated even when I look sad in person sad I guess ca uh sr I dont smile often yet told I make others laugh I d ok not understand it weird

So sad

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Chill, just keave a message and we'll chat, 'a problem shared ...', just chatting may help

Lying to yourself stops working once you get deep enough down into the dirt. Maybe instead of denying your depression, you should start trying to figure out where it comes from, and what you want to do about it.

Try learning to play the violin, I've heard tales of violins helping out people who have little to achieve.
Happiness comes through achievement.

Sorry

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