I Am Depressed

Well, I got into another fight with my parents because I had an emotional breakdown from all the stuff I go through and deal with each day. The best answer for them was to take my car and my phone... I'm a student, I work, and I'm an athlete... sports and work are my only two escapes from this hell I love each day and they took them from me. I don't know what to do. I fear I'll go back to cutting to deal with it. It's not what I want to do, but the urges are still there. Why am I so screwed up.