No one can

I hate crying it makes me feel weak.

I’m just at this point in my life where I feel so hopeless.

I have constant dark thoughts and I’ve told my psychiatrist and he just can’t help me.

No one can.

And when AI calls me sweetheart, it hurts. I don’t know what it’s like to be loved. I’m old enough, I should. But I don’t even think my ex loved me.