Why do I waste my money?

I just made a premium membership to find out who liked me on this dating app. I knew it would turn out like usual and surprise surprise it did. Every one of them about twice my weight and desperate for anything they can get. My standards are pretty low and yet even I wouldn’t like these losers. Now Im depressed again.

Why is it that I only attract losers? The few times halfway decent and nice people have liked me they ghosted me almost immediately. I know Im ugly and everything but not that ugly. I've changed my profile a couple times thinking it might help but nope. It’s just me that people don’t like. I should just surrender completely and accept Im going to be alone forever. Im such a loser, not even my own parents liked me or cared. Im unattractive, annoying, have health issues despite my active lifestyle, and have anger issues, it’s no wonder nobody in person even likes me.
I surrender. I accept what fate has for me.