I thought I was getting better

But I'm not really. The past day or two it's felt like I'm regressing mentally into who I was in 2017 before I gained any confidence at all. And that thought makes me anxious, to the point I want to cry right now because of it.

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FoxyGoddess · 51-55, F

At least you are able to recognize the patterns and make efforts to change the direction. Being able to do that already puts you in a better place than before. ❤

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@FoxyGoddess I'm doing my best. But I just haven't been the same since my cat died

FoxyGoddess · 51-55, F

@KiwiDan I understand that. Maybe it's time for a new companion?

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@FoxyGoddess maybe

dirge · M

sorry man. i feel like i can see difference in you, if thats helpful

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@dirge thanks. I feel so withdrawn and it's making doing my job difficult

dirge · M

@KiwiDan everyday's a bit different. just have to hold on and ride them out. keep the horse between you and the ground, it'll all work out. even if it doesn't feel that way.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@dirge i do my best

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