How to determine if you’re depress?

I feel like im depress. I just want to drink everyday and sleep all day just to escape from reality. I hate if i wake and need to come back to reality. Everyday just feels getting worse i dont have any will to live i just want to disappear or have amnesia. I dont like my life. I feel like i have no purpose. I feel like ive never really been happy. I no longer want to be with people and distancing myself to them. I just want to get drunk on my own until i make myself get to sleep. My mind is a a mess its always loud 😭😭😭

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LadyGrace ·

I just want to drink everyday and sleep all day just to escape from reality.

You answered your own question. You've been saying this for some time now. Are you working toward the solution? Do you realize you will stay in the same position, until you do? There are free counselors out there. I hope you will seek their help. They can help walk you through this. There's no need to suffer alone. This just tells you that it's time to seek counseling.