The thing that triggered an anxiety attack:
Saw two coworkers strolling side by side at work. The sight really hit me....the fact that they get along....the fact that they are at least a bit well liked enough to be able to publically display that they are "work friends".
No one likes to talk to me when other co-workers are around. They better not be caught talking to me. Because it's against the unspoken rules. Everyone must abide by it. Talking to me will turn them into a laughingstock as well. They'll be teased about it forever. It will become sort of a stain on their professional image.
How do I always end up like this.....
I wish I was someone else.
No one likes to talk to me when other co-workers are around. They better not be caught talking to me. Because it's against the unspoken rules. Everyone must abide by it. Talking to me will turn them into a laughingstock as well. They'll be teased about it forever. It will become sort of a stain on their professional image.
How do I always end up like this.....
I wish I was someone else.
26-30, F
