As if I care what happens to me...

It's not any different than having a medical condition and being given medicine for it. If you had diabetes for example you would take diabetes medicine. You wouldn't see yourself as "less than" or "weak" or whatever for needing it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with needing meds for mental health reasons. It shows you are taking charge of your mental health and doing what is best for you. Some people can get by without medicine-good for them! Some people can't-that is totally ok!