Getting worse and worse

My depression is getting so bad all I want to do is lay in bed and cry. I’m so alone and feel completely unwanted by everyone around me. I’m going to therapy and it’s not really helping and I still feel do empty and alone.
I wish I could feel appreciated and loved

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Disguised · 56-60, M

Comfort Shell

Drawn deep inside my shell.
Escaping from my living hell.
Tight and safe defending door.
Secure, safe, worried no more.
Breathing silent give no clue.
Eyes tight shut never seeing who.
Pass world leave me alone.
Stay outside safety zone.
Shell gets smaller squeezing tight.
No room left for inner fright.
Comfort found peace at last.
Willing this to never past.
In control with no hell.
Comfort drawn from my shell.

I can't promise things will get better ... but im still here