I Feel My Depression Coming Back

I'm not suicidal this time, but it feels like a pain growing larger inside me. I'm not satisfied. I don't finish much, as I'm constantly starting over. I feel like my entire life has been start-restart-never finish. I feel like there are various personalities inside me. One is always unsatisfied with the actions of the previous, so I start over and do it differently. I don't know how to get out of this cycle.

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Miram · 31-35, F

Find something to love and hold unto it with all your will.

JHNTHN · 31-35, M

@Miram All I have is my son, and he's getting more distant. I guess he's getting older and that's why. When he's older, I'll have no one. I have no friends, no one. I can't get a date to save my life, and my paranoia tells me that everyone sees just how messed up I really am.