Not sure why

Checking like that will drive you nuts, and make you feel much worse. You are right about loneliness. It can make you needy, but if you are alone long enough – I mean for years – you stop caring. You kind of go dead inside, which on one hand is a negative, but on the other, it’s a relief to be free of needing to be significant to someone. You become significant to yourself. This probably doesn’t help you because you are at a different stage of the journey, and I’m sorry that I can’t offer a solution. {hugs}

I think you’re better off tbh, better to have no friends than fake ones

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its all click bait .. lots of brain changes happening.. i will talk to you when ya need or want it.mark
welcome to sw

Idk bro, SW people are weird. I wouldn't wanna talk to us

I used to do that

Well I can be your friend but is that what you truly want