Just one of those days, I guess.

Today I am home alone fir the first time in the last 5 years. and at first, I though yay no kids yelling at me husband at work I can watch what I want to play a game so just breath on my own.... it was like that for the for the first 12 second. I tried to play a game, but it took me over an hour to get everything set up by that point I ready to give up and do something else, I get the game going and I play for about 10 mins, then I no longer care about the game. so, I put on music and start cleaning I am almost done in the living room just I get a call from family, it his birthday. He keeps asking me if my husband and is going to go over. I love him to death, but I don't want to I'm just not that social. Now for the last hour I can't bring myself to get up off the couch.... just having my favorite music play don't sing even if I wanted to, I haven't eaten yet, but I don't feel hungry enough to really care I'm just sitting on the couch...