My dreams are dying, and I feel like I'm drowning.

I left my job back in october because of anxiety and depression, and I saved up $12,000. As of this post I am going to go below $10,000, and I was hoping the pandemic would end soon so I can find a job elsewhere and move out of rural Pennsylvania. I'm so scared for my future, and feel worthless because I'm back to jobs not replying to me, and no one hiring me. I'm scared my future I built up hopes for is slipping through my hands and I don't know what to do. It feels like my potential to do great things is slowly dying, and I don't know what to do about it.