I just wanted to talk to you to feel better [I Am Depressed]

I have this overwhelming negative feeling I can't shake. You want to know my feelings and understand. I want you to help me. I just want you to make me feel secure and loved. Tell me I'm going to be ok. Hold me. Right now I just feel I'm being picked apart. We're focusing on your feelings. I'm trying hard to not shut down and build a wall. I'm hurting. Some days I'm not jolly with smiles. Today I'm just a crab without its shell