Title|eltiT [I Am Depressed]

For the past month or so I've been actively fighting urges to commit suicide. It's not been the sort of thoughts that involved planning, but fighting the desire to jump in front of a train or off a bridge.

Everything feels crushing, and like there's nobody I can turn to. People have said I can talk to them, but I don't know how to even put it all into words. I really don't want them to worry, because they deserve far better than anything I could ever offer.