Title|eltiT [I Am Depressed]

For the past month or so I've been actively fighting urges to commit suicide. It's not been the sort of thoughts that involved planning, but fighting the desire to jump in front of a train or off a bridge.

Everything feels crushing, and like there's nobody I can turn to. People have said I can talk to them, but I don't know how to even put it all into words. I really don't want them to worry, because they deserve far better than anything I could ever offer.

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krispytortilla · 31-35, F

I understand how you feel, I have a loving girlfriend who wants so bad to be there for me, but idk how to reach out, or what I'd even want to say or do to rely on someone. Instead I keep my depression to myself and battle it alone... Just wish other people didn't have to feel this way as well... Sorry bro

SW-User

@krispytortilla I wish I had a loving girlfriend :(

krispytortilla · 31-35, F

@SW-User Give it time, I'm sure you'll find someone if you put yourself out there.👍

CallmeHopelessNotRomantic · 46-50, F

Please don't assume that those of us who are your friends wouldn't "want" the option to worry.

SW-User

@CallmeHopelessNotRomantic Sorry Amy :(

MrBrownstone · 46-50, M

Don’t take on things in life you can’t or don’t want to handle.

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MrBrownstone · 46-50, M

@SW-User I’m not saying one way or another.

SW-User

@MrBrownstone So then what ARE you saying?

MrBrownstone · 46-50, M

@SW-User Remove the stress from life

EmoRapid · 31-35, M

You got to keep fighting

SW-User

@EmoRapid I am, but every fight leaves me a little worse off, and wondering if it's even worthwhile fighting.

EmoRapid · 31-35, M

@SW-User you will have better days once this is behind you

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