I can not stand depression [I Hate Depression]

That is one word I will get rid of if I could. Its like this shit is all around me. I remember that a few of my family had suffered with it before moving to another state in 2000; then after we moved here it wasn't long when I began seeing it again but it was worse. My mom is suffering with so much that I do not know exactly what to say or do to make her feel better. I keep the home cleaned, run errands, shop for groceries, go to doctor's appointments with her, sleep in the room with mom; but when I leave the room to listen to music or do whatever she'll become upset and accusing herself of many problems that is going on in life today and being a worrier.

I am thinking of throwing my hands up and say what the hell because nothing turning out right. I am doing so much but all my siblings have to do is call with bull and it will set my mom off; things....