I Battle Depression

I am doing fine for now at least .. yesterday was a seasaw... Btw his story is much similar to me except there is no one to talk to. Hope he is doing fine too.
@Confuseddasf: *hugs* mate. Talk to me too if you feel anything you need to share.

@jewelson29: I was going to share my experience with depression I had a year and a half ago or so. But perhaps another time. Anyhow I do wish the two of you a wonderful day💕

@TheLoveAge: I guess we all go through these times. You seem to be cheerful person. 😇 I am kind and generous. Bit of a loner. Yes you do share it someday when you feel to. 💕

@jewelson29: I guess I'll try to sum it up.

For me depression was being disconnected with myself and of life in general. Not having purpose or meaning. I started exploring my spirituality and began coming back to life. And so to maintain my more positive outlook on life I look for more ways to reinforce my positive disposition and attracting better things into my life. I intentionally look and think positive and so therefore I am. And when I fall off track I come back and stronger than before. I look for meaning and apply it in my life and I like being good to others. I have peace in my life when I am good to my self and others. They may not reciprocate my love or kind gestures, but that's alright. It's beside the point. I just give and I am. There's other stuff too but this is the gist of it. Stay positive as cliche as it is and doing good and knowing there's always something to look forward to. Much love to you💕

@TheLoveAge: Hello sorry for not replying earlier i just don't feel like talking to anyone today i haven't spoken to my best friend in a week i miss talking to him i'm afraid if i do i won't be able to hold myself back and i would end up telling him how ive been feeling lately and end up bringing him down aswell i don't want to hurt him i haven't felt this bad in a while at least i had i good thing happen i had a sort of nice dream i had a partner and a baby i was happy in my dream :) but then it got dark next thing i know my partner was in an accident and died i see myself at the accident police tape everywhere i see my partner lying there lifeless and then i start crying next im at her funeral with my kid my friends and family when my son asks me when his mom would wake up I'm there crying and tell him shes not going to the she's in heaven with my mother next im at my bestfriends house and im with my son playing while talking to my bestfriend when my son looks up at me and asks why im crying i hug him and tell him its because im so happy your here and i love u so much he wipes away my tears and tells me he loves me and goes back playing i ask my bestfriend to watch him and i go outside i see myself holding a picture of her crying saying that i miss her and wish she was here angry because she left then i woke up it was nice at the start of the dream i saw what happiness looks like

@Confusedasf: Kinda sad dream there. but glad you felt the joy of being with someone who truly loved you and of your own child. And the pain of losing too :(



I saw a dream too, In the one i saw she was a stranger but weirdly i knew her name and felt like i knew her for ages and like I went to kiss her as in my dream i considered her as my gf. Sadly she didn't want to kiss me and someone was saying she wasn't real and the real her is someplace else and so i put my hand on her chest and said some spell (alien language) and told her now you are real. Her eyes got teary, She said she didn't want it like this but want to meet me in real, so i said another spell and undo my spell. She smiled. She was on a bed though throughout that point.

But then dream changed a bit, there were my relatives etc. Then i went back to her again.. saw that she didn't seem like before. I told her that she wasn't the one i met. My heart broke a little. I wanted her bit more. That other girl goes away.

Kinda weird dream. I wish I remembered that name of hers.