I Battle Depression

This isolation has been really rough. I can't go anywhere to distract myself.

Being forced to stay home is just highlighting all the deficiencies in my life.

I keep trying to figure out things to do but nothing works. Gaming, writing, drawing. Hell, I've even tried working out thinking I'd get the high that most gym people talk about.

Nothing like 100% solitude to really get your inner demons to run rampant.

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ExperienceDLT · M

I know how you feel bud that's why I do this crap so I dont feel anymore [image deleted]

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@ExperienceDLT Yeah, alcohol has been my vice of choice as well. Ordered 2 2L growlers of beer to arrive tomorrow. Looking forward to it.

ExperienceDLT · M

@bunnyXbunny yea I been drinking and taking pain pills like candy for a long time it does kill the pain you feel for a time but it always comes back and you just repeat the same cycle over and over while you slowly die inside

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@ExperienceDLT After a while it just gets easier to justify it as well. You just think, what's the point in stopping now? Not gonna make a difference one way or the other.

I don't dabble in pills but I have other destructive habits to help provide momentary reprieve.

ExperienceDLT · M

@bunnyXbunny yea I suppose people like us are our own worse enemies

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@ExperienceDLT agreed.