I Am Depressed

My personality has honestly been growing so much more dark and nihilistic lately................No one ever seems to care about me or how I am anyways, so I just suffer through depression alone in silence. I honestly feel like I was never supposed to exist. I don't ever remember a time where I was happy. I can't remember the last time I've ever made a positive impact on anyone's life, and I can't remember the last person who's life I've made better just by existing. I probably was never even supposed to exist to begin with. Everyone I've ever loved, trusted, and depended on, always left me in the end. I've always been alone, unloved, and will probably forever remain that way, just like Roxas from Kingdom Hearts.