I Am Depressed

My personality has honestly been growing so much more dark and nihilistic lately................No one ever seems to care about me or how I am anyways, so I just suffer through depression alone in silence. I honestly feel like I was never supposed to exist. I don't ever remember a time where I was happy. I can't remember the last time I've ever made a positive impact on anyone's life, and I can't remember the last person who's life I've made better just by existing. I probably was never even supposed to exist to begin with. Everyone I've ever loved, trusted, and depended on, always left me in the end. I've always been alone, unloved, and will probably forever remain that way, just like Roxas from Kingdom Hearts.

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IntenseCookie · 26-30, F

Know that's not true. I remember you from EP and I was happy to see you on SW. I know we don't talk but I do read your posts. Let's be honest, people aren't bright- and our generation is young and immature. But you don't follow that trend; you're young but you're also smart and you care. And I think that's amazing.

If you need someone to talk to I'll be around. I can't promise I'll be able to help, but I can listen to what you have to say.

dreithegreat · 22-25, M

You must learn how to live alone and enjoy the solitude. During my whole battle againsts depression and now schizoaffective disorder, I learned that no one will understand what you were going through unless they walk in your shoes. So to minimize the heartbreak, practice independence.

boondock3737 · 46-50, M

Sometimes it is just hard to see that there are still good things among you when times are harder for you. Sometimes you must actively use your own energy to give the little positive things more weight, since the negative things easily come with their own weight to bear. Remember your favorite things and know this: the world will surprise you with unexpected and amazing things. If your life was a movie, there would be people viewing you as the main character and they might be appreciating your own tale in ways you have not considered. Keep watching for the good things!

SW-User

Hey hey hey. I noticed you added me. Feel free to message me if you need to talk, alright?

coary987 · M

Please don't think that way young man depression is a terrible thing .
You stay strong buddy if you ever want to talk pm me any time

NiteRaven93 · 31-35, M

Do you need to talk I'm here if you need me

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