I Battle Depression

I go into pretty bad depressive episodes, I’m okay for weeks and sometimes even months, feeling great, and then one day, I fall again. And after a long time of being okay, I suddenly don’t want to leave my house, and I don’t want to talk to anyone, or see anyone, I just want to be left alone, or to just die.

The longest one of these episodes have been has been 3 weeks. 3 weeks of not leaving my house, my room, of having no contact with anybody, barely eating, and just sleeping...

And I think I’m falling into another one, I haven’t left my house in 3 days..... I just feel like an absolute worthless piece of shit.