I Battle Depression

I battle MDD (major depression disorder) along with severe anxiety originated from my several uncommon phobias. Nobody in my family, or circle of friends, community, etc knows about it, nor care. So I've been simply haging in there since I was a little girl without getting any kind of help. I am fully aware I need professional help, medication, therapy and so on, and as soon I can pay for a treatment, I will do it.

Till that moment arrives, I keep pretending i'm fine and super cool. That's why everyone thinks I'm normal, I have mostly "perfect" days and my self-esteem is so high that i'm kinda snotty and proud. I deserve an Oscar for my performance! ;-P