I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

I don’t have any friends, because I don’t really try to make any. I’m very isolated and it’s all my own doing. I try to numb myself to the loneliness, by drawing, cooking, watching movies, playing games and listening to music. I make all kinds of excuses to avoid anything social. The only time I leave the house is to go to work, walk my dogs or get food shopping.