I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

I'm crying in my bedroom. Hot steamy tears that burn my eyes and cause my hair to stick to my cheeks. I'm crying into the only thing that cuddles me, my pillow. Spooning a body pillow I'm sobbing into is now a daily occurrence.

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lovingdead · 31-35, M

What brought this on?

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GamerKitten · F

@lovingdead Not really.

lovingdead · 31-35, M

@GamerKitten no close family, friends, mentor

GamerKitten · F

@lovingdead Nope

badapple

ive gone through that too. it was mostly caused from the people i was around. i ended up really hating myself and became suicidal. im better now and like myself now. i hope things change for you too. have to be able to love yourself.

SW-User

Honestly I’ve been crying daily lately too but it’s a plethora of problems and issues. I hope you have better luck than me and feel better! *hugs tight* For every dark night there’s a brighter day!

GamerKitten · F

@SW-User *hugs back*

SW-User

Being able to get through pain day after day is significantly stronger than sticking a smile on your face and pretending everything is okay.

GamerKitten · F

@SW-User I pretend in the day, cry at night.

SW-User

@GamerKitten I know the feeling. 😕 Unfortunately, there’s no sudden cure and life goes on.

Try not to slip away, the darkness will always be waiting.

bearinthebigbluehouse · 26-30, M

Perhaps that is for the best, my boy!! For time mends all wounds/and or winky wankery blah blah cheer up speech. ＼ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ／

SW-User

That's no way to be. Fix it. 😃

GamerKitten · F

@SW-User How?

SW-User

@GamerKitten Only you would know.

Daintybeast · 51-55, M

That is terribly sad 😟

SerenitiesScars · 36-40, M

*Hugs*

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