I Battle Depression

I wake up feeling good. But I'm scared of good feelings. They never last and I always fall off into a pit of ridiculous despair. I wish the roller coaster would break down when I'm at the high point. Let me feel good for more than a couple hours or a day at a time. Stupid operator.

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MarkPaul · 26-30, M

But (for me) the depression (sadness) is always promising me to make things better. And, each time I fall for it. The "sad" thing is, like a true friend... the sadness never abandons me; it's always there for me; I can always count on it.

PoisonGirrrl · 31-35, F

I can totally relate to that.
I've been wondering about my depression being so crazy that I can't even enjoy the good moments because it seems that there is a need for my brain to feel bad.
This is extremely tiresome.

Eeyore122 · 36-40, F

hug!!

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