I Battle Depression

...and this is the reason I don’t tell my husband that I’m feeling depressed. He says “You don’t seem happy when I get home from work.” He takes it personal, he thinks it’s got something to do with him. He knows I’m not acting normally. He will try to ‘fix’ it and when he can’t it will become his own personal failure. Like ‘I can’t make you happy so you must not love me.’ Instead of just being supportive it will become a battle between us. ...I hate this.