I Am Depressed

I self harmed today, for the first time in months! A girl I liked made a deal she wouldn't if I didn't and she did. So I didn't see the point of trying so hard for someone who couldn't be bothered to try for me. So I just did it because I wanted to and she was the only thing stopping me, and now it's 1.40am I'm bleeding and have work in 6 hours yay!

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shakenama

Imagine a beautiful priceless painting hanging in a museum made by a famous painter.
People travel from all over to view and admire it.

It's so priceless it's guarded.
Now imagine someone running with a box cutter and cutting it. It's damaged beyond repair. People are upset and frustrated.

You are much more beautiful and priceless than any painting.
Promise yourself to stop....try to stop....for yourself.

BeingLea · 26-30, T

Yes, but like that painting I'm already damaged beyond repair, I'm now worth 1p and that's pushing it.

dreadfulsyd

Love yourself or nobody will.

BeingLea · 26-30, T

I don't think not loving myself is what is stopping others from loving, I don't love myself becauseI'm difficult to love and everyone eventually realises it

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