I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

I used to think I could deny it and fake myself into happiness but I can't anymore. I've been through doctor's, I've been through there useless drugs. I wake up, get bitched at. Go to work, get bitched at. Come home to get bitched at. Yet I never show how upset I am. I'm always nice, too ******* nice. I don't think I can despise people more than I do now. Life aint worth it if you have no one to slog through it with, and god ******* knows I'm alone. He's known for years yet I can't keep a girl to save my ******* life. Wake up, get my daily dose of "your not good enough," say one thing wrong to the 40th girl, want to cry but all I can do is get angrier, smoke just to get more upset. That's my life. I'm tired..so very tired

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Safareh

Let's run away to the jungles of Tanzania together; where the only bitching we'll receive is from lions -- but they won't bitch at us because they will love us and we will be there friends.

I am currently being trained by National Geographic to become a lion whisperer, as soon as I receive my certification I shall embark on wards to the jungles of the world.

Goodbye stupid world.

MildlyMagiclessMinotaur · 26-30, M

aahahaha, lets go, now please, if they fuck with us we'll just eat them xD that honestly sounds great though. I think I'd prefer it to civilization.

Safareh

I prefer the wild to civilization too. It's so much more simpler and appreciative and delicate.

Hahahaha you can eat the lions if they attack us. I don't think my stomach would be able to handle the greatness of beauty that the lion possesses.

MildlyMagiclessMinotaur · 26-30, M

Right? Honestly though I'd want to eat them anyway, I could substitute though, I just need meat. Steak is more beautiful xD

Safareh

I would rather befriend the bears and use their help to find berries and such.

But there are no bears in the jungle. :'(

LOL we'll import some cows so you can eat steak.