I Battle Depression

Just quite recently, suicidal thoughts have been bothering me more often. It just comes into my mind randomly. My thoughts are like: what am I gonna do to kill myself? Will I overdose, slit my wrist, shoot myself, or jump over the bridge? It's ridiculous, I know. But it just really comes up my mind randomly.

I don't tell this to anyone I know cuz I don't think they will understand. They'll just think I'm overdramatic and will tell me to just get over it. Well, if I could, I already have.

I'm not sure what I need right now. I just posted this so I can let some thoughts off of my mind.

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lakergoy · 36-40, M

?!?!? dont go through with it.... It will only bring heartache to those who love you. And im hoping that by random thoughts you mean you are not thinking about it often. Have you had a recent tramua or death of a loved one? Many times those kinds of experiences can cause deep depression or feelings of hopelessness. Don't give in to the sadness. Its ok to cry and get it all out but you have to keep going on. You only get your one life to live, so treasure it and wait for better days