I Battle Depression

Just quite recently, suicidal thoughts have been bothering me more often. It just comes into my mind randomly. My thoughts are like: what am I gonna do to kill myself? Will I overdose, slit my wrist, shoot myself, or jump over the bridge? It's ridiculous, I know. But it just really comes up my mind randomly.

I don't tell this to anyone I know cuz I don't think they will understand. They'll just think I'm overdramatic and will tell me to just get over it. Well, if I could, I already have.

I'm not sure what I need right now. I just posted this so I can let some thoughts off of my mind.