Not to self diagnose but
I know, self diagnosing can be misleading but i believe it's only when you do it incorrectly like not doing enough research! ( I remember I thought I was autistic... As I learn more about autism, turns out I wasn't autistic at all, hope my family forget about what i said. Sorry. )
But seriously I actually think I might have ADHD... I spend so many years thinking I'm stupid simply because I cannot read to save my life, I read through it slowly then end up missing out important obvious details. :/
Ugh I kinda just accepted I'm a dumb person and just made jokes out of it, even if I felt a bit insecure about it, I try to focus like everyone else, I wondered why didn't I understand like my classmates. Why couldn't I just focus...? Idk I thought I was just self sabotaging... I tried to be a tolerable person
Idk what other ADHD like experiences did I have... But I guess it wouldn't matter... Just forgetting about requests.
sorry for the long rant! I would tell this to my family or my friends idk, I just don't trust them, my sister made fun of me and scold me for self-diagnosing... And my friends are something else Idk what to expect out of them but I have a low expectations for them to react positively ( this post was probably messy... I apologise ).
But seriously I actually think I might have ADHD... I spend so many years thinking I'm stupid simply because I cannot read to save my life, I read through it slowly then end up missing out important obvious details. :/
Ugh I kinda just accepted I'm a dumb person and just made jokes out of it, even if I felt a bit insecure about it, I try to focus like everyone else, I wondered why didn't I understand like my classmates. Why couldn't I just focus...? Idk I thought I was just self sabotaging... I tried to be a tolerable person
Idk what other ADHD like experiences did I have... But I guess it wouldn't matter... Just forgetting about requests.
sorry for the long rant! I would tell this to my family or my friends idk, I just don't trust them, my sister made fun of me and scold me for self-diagnosing... And my friends are something else Idk what to expect out of them but I have a low expectations for them to react positively ( this post was probably messy... I apologise ).
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