I miss being psychotic

After I was kicked out of my house I walked from Oregon almost to San Francisco and I had no anxiety about my future because my life was already over. I was in the middle of a psychotic episode and the voices always told me something good was about to happen to me. Being back home has increased my anxiety and I just don't want to worry anymore. Maybe I should go homeless again?

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Sleepysheep · 26-30, M

It’s sad because 9 out of 10 psychopaths are non violent people just don’t operate on a level considered normal by society.

You’ll always have a psychosis there’s no fixing a psychopath just easing the condition via various treatments.

I think you miss the adrenaline of not knowing paired with the freedom of not caring.

Psychopaths tend to get very overwhelmed with even the most trivial things in life making it hard to conform to a societal standard.

That’s why ailments such as agoraphobia, paranoia, and delusions set it.

Psychopaths also tend to have overwhelming emotions that override their logic and cause them to act on a feeling rather than a thought.

It’s not an easy struggle but your not alone out here buddy! :)

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HannahSky · F

@Sleepysheep I don't think he's describing himself as a psychopath, but rather as having psychosis

Sleepysheep · 26-30, M

@Alyosha https://youtu.be/DksSPZTZES0

Sleepysheep · 26-30, M

@HannahSky I think it’s best I don’t share my opinion on this person because it’s not a POSITIVE one.

I’m DIAGNOSED with what he’s claiming to have because he thinks it makes him sound cool or something.

I’m doing my best to RESERVE my opinion so I’m gonna take the high road here and keep it to myself. 🤣

chocolateNcheese · 36-40, M

Are you in treatment? What does “home” look like to you? Hospital, with family, friends, alone?

Alyosha · 31-35, M

@chocolateNcheese Yes. It is with family.

chocolateNcheese · 36-40, M

@Alyosha I hope your family can give you the support you seek. I can’t imagine they would want you back out on your own without a house

Alyosha · 31-35, M

@chocolateNcheese Not really possible, but thanks for the concern.

fakable

go to India, Nepal or Tibet
it's more fun to wander there
and say hello from me to your voices

good luck

HannahSky · F

You need help

GuyWithOpinions · 31-35, M

Listen to the voices if they lead you to feeling better. You dont have to be homeless. Just start another life somewhere else.

HootyTheNightOwl

The problem with the voices is that they don't always have your best interests at heart...

Alyosha · 31-35, M

@HootyTheNightOwl They used to soothe me anyway.

Goldengirl22 · F

Please don't. I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

Lilnonames · F

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