I went shopping

Today I went shopping with my mother. I was feeling very bad as recently I have been feeling very bad about myself and I had just been with my treatment team. My mother said I had to get new shoes because my shoes were coming off at the soles and she got angry at me for not wanting to go. I ended up going but I still wasn’t happy and my mother got really upset and angry. I feel like I can’t do anything right, no matter what I do I always mess everything up.