Do you feel this sudden pent up hatred for the world

I think people who are deemed "abnormal" by the society would relate. That sometimes you need a break from the prejudice and disadvantages you suffer being "abnormal" .
Abnormal could be many things - you are transgender, You are someone with disability, you are someone who has a 'Ugly' face , you are someone who has so much trauma to heal from etc etc.

Sometimes you lie on bed , and feel this immense bitterness for the world because of who You are. Why did universe choose you to be a transgender? Why did universe choose you have a body that has disability? Why did you happen to have a face that is deemed ugly by society? Why did you and only you have to heal from the trauma inflicted by you by fate ?

Its so easy and tempting to lose oneself in this hatred.