I can't sleep, it feels like I got a shot of adrenaline at like 1:30 AM.

I'm leaving for the city where I'll work on Thursday, not sure if that's why I'm messed up like this. It will be my first full-time job ever, which is kind of pathetic. But when monday comes, that's where my life really begins... that's the day when I'll start learning whether or not I'm cut out to survive. I have so much to do.