Mental Health question

@Penny same here

@itsok im stable. But sometimes i wonder if im gonna have an episode. They are scary situations

@TheHammer I heard God through the radio as He put it Love broadcasted internationally!!! I remember those words being fitting for what I was experincing! That was Easter 2006! It was my first biggest breakthrough!

@saintsong
I'm sure it would be pretty big

@TheHammer Yeah first there was the movie of my life that my church bought a whole box full... I hadn't seen it yet cause when the church watched it they put me in the nursery to tend to the youngsters... During that time my husband was addicted to Crystal Meth I was raising 5 year old twins and a 7 month old baby all by myself I cried every night! Then I cried out to Jesus like hard I was sobbing standing up in my bedroom like I was crying on His shoulder then while listening on the Christian radio the DJ was like I don't know how I know this, and he seemed a little reluctant at first then he said "Knock Knock" Boo! Boowho! "Why are you crying?" I was crying for so many reasons I was crying over my husband being gone all the time on Meth, I was crying over my pastor who casted stones at me, and I was crying over Jesus who died for me and I was really really sad about that!! Then there was a real knock at the door!!! When I opened my door there was a 7 foot tall aboriginal man standing there!!!! He said Hi I am a Christian and I am hungry may I come in and eat with you??? I was like sure but all I have is a piece of stake and a can of brown beans!!! And we ate together!!! Nothing like that has ever happened to me But doesn't Jesus knock at our hearts door and come in and dine with us in the book of Revelations? And isn't how we treat the least of these the way we've treated Him? So yeah that's what I read about after that encounter!!! Then I was listening to the radio and youths from all over North America called in and said There is a young lady who just wishes that somebody would just touch her and view her as a gift, inner beauty comes from a calm and gentle spirit, He who is without sin cast the first stone, and those who call upon the Lord He will show them great and mighty things that of which you did not know!! I saw a bright light was consumed by a overwhelming power grabbed my throat and spoke those words to my husband with power and softness like breathing and he said you know you've almost have me convinced and that night he quit doing drugs and we moved up North to be near my family where I wasn't lonely anymore!! God saved my family!!! I almost lost my children the next day I was moving and a social worker and two police officers were at my door to pick up my children but because we had a safe place to go and my Dad was coming that night to pick us all up they left us alone!!! My husband breaking free from Meth was a big one!!! The movie knew my future too!! It just blew me away!!! Kind of scared me!! But I knew God was watching over me and touching me and that I could feel the Hand of the Lord upon me!!! That was a super huge breakthrough!! The song by Third Day wherever you are and the other song by Overflow a better place make my life feel scripted like as if they were there writing music about my life... Or someone like my life!! But it was fitting!!!