Someone in my family has that as well. It's certainly isn't easy and it doesn't go away, you're right. I hope this helps. I found many online.

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While Borderline Personality Disorder is not considered a disorder that "goes away," it's a condition that can be managed and improved with appropriate treatment and support. Symptoms can lessen over time, and many individuals with BPD can achieve high-functioning lives.

Hey.
I know what it's like having mental illness.
While not the same, I battle OCD and Depression. The former is curable either, but it is treatable. BPD I know isn't curable, but I have friends who have it and therapy really helps.

There are others on here who have mentioned they have it. Others...I'm convinced they have it, too. Chaotic relationships and such. Bottom line is that there are all kinds of people here, including Borderlines.

It's a disorder that affects people who are lonely. Just everyone will have some kind of disorder in this medically advanced world as they want everyone to submit to the medical system and become medicine addicts. Only self realisation can help and it will vanish once you start loving someone.

I hope (= am sure!) you will so to find some "conversatioal distractions"on SW!

It's just ongoing mood instability idk that anyone can cure moods but it can be managed

How does that affect you?