Insecurities

@AmbivalentFriability I think that's better than to overthink. But it is sad knowing people are not sincere. But we have different ways on how we cope. But remember not everyone will like us but it is not our fault. We are not living to please everybody. We just need to be ourselves wether they like it or not. I'm just good in advising you know but I'm suck with my self.

@TinyViolins you know what i really feel you. I am actually people's like when I'm young but not sure who is sincere or not. But now i becoming old i now keep to myself and enjoy my own company. And become kind of introvert barely talk to people and just work keeping my distance with people. I don't know how i become like this because I'm so annoying and talkative before. But i realize it's better to keep distance than to be trying hard to win people like you or what. And be happy with your own company. I think I'm just getting old hehe. I want to talk to you about more this. Because i just want to be myself now. And show people i know not the same me as before. I kind of change don't know how.

@ihavenoone People become guarded. They get hurt or they exhaust themselves mentally or emotionally and they become afraid of letting themselves become vulnerable again. They have this very deep fear and mistrust of other people that keeps anyone from getting close enough to hurt them. They shut themselves away from any kind of love or connection.

I'm fairly content with my life the way it is. I have my dog and my hobbies, but I know that deep down I am wary of people and I don't like that my social interactions are dictated by misanthropy. I'm a person that can be supportive, and thoughtful, and caring, and dependable, but most people never get to see that because I don't let them.

That's the thing that bothers me, is that the best of me is kept away from people because I expect them to disappoint me. I would feel like I was wasting my time and energy

@ihavenoone I've lost 7KGs in 7 weeks, my aim is another 30 at least and then I'll be much happier. I may even feel better health wise too. I'm hoping it'll take 10 years off how I look and then hopefully it'll give me some confidence to go out and find the one.

@VirginMatchmaker i support you. I hope you'll get your weight goal. Just keep doing what you're doing. I like to know you better because i have my own insecurities myself

@ihavenoone thanks. Support is good. I've just sent you a friend request.

@CrazyMusicLover just keep it up. It's the same as me because the me now is still striving to keep the ends meet. I hope we can achieve what we want it life

@MougyWolf that's hard. I hope you find a better job that will help you