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thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M
I've felt this feeling before, it hurts. I wish I had more words for you, but it's somewhere between, no one can be you and you can never be them. They are going to have their version of you. I have that story, it beats me down at times, and I have to let in what I feel true they said, I have to know what I never wanted, I have to know what is not true (for me), and just learn, learn and learn. Often who hurt us don't see what they did, even if it was once true, they never see the changes you make. Yet, it lingers and longs in your heart, sensitive.
If it means anything to you, you've been good to me.
If it means anything to you, you've been good to me.
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thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M
@Lostpoet I've read your stories, and they would fucking hurt. Unfortunately law enforcement can have bad results for people vulnerable, complaining, or needing help. Ask many a domestic abuse survivor. The story may not fit, but my ex's mother was schizophrenic, she was made into the villian, to the point her own daughter she hid herself from. Her mother would hide down city alleys, pretending they never met to protect her daughter, as police would be of no help. Police are not good at reading these kind of situations, is all I'm getting at.
Lostpoet · M
@thewindupbirdchronicles i don't have schizophrenia. I just don't like anyone anymore because what I've been through. And I'm going through all of this and someone is playing a game with my life. And I just want whoever is doing or whoever was involved to confess to doing it, so that I can move on with my life.
FreestyleArt · 31-35, M
FreestyleArt · 31-35, M
@Lostpoet hhhmmmm you might need a plan to make your stalker stop. I don't exactly know the entire situation where you're at but I usually keep low profile.
Honestly Humans have nothing better to do. You might want to play chess to ditch'em. That's what I do when I'm a nobody. That's how humans are...they attract whatever they fall for.
Honestly Humans have nothing better to do. You might want to play chess to ditch'em. That's what I do when I'm a nobody. That's how humans are...they attract whatever they fall for.
thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M
@FreestyleArt [quote]That's how humans are...they attract whatever they fall for.[/quote] Some call this the Law of Attraction. And my reading, and just my own, (and it's sad), if you go through life feeling a victim, those who need a victim find a victim. The positive, if you can find a way to change how you are with yourself, you learn to never give them an opening anymore.
thinkingoutloud · F
'Good person' is generally overrated.
When you stop feeling like one, it's most likely guilt coming through because you did not meet certain expectations, your own or others.
When you stop feeling like one, it's most likely guilt coming through because you did not meet certain expectations, your own or others.
TurtleEclipseOfTheHeart · 22-25, F
Are people still accusing you of being Lisa?
Iwillwait · M
Were you punished for something?