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thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M
I've felt this feeling before, it hurts. I wish I had more words for you, but it's somewhere between, no one can be you and you can never be them. They are going to have their version of you. I have that story, it beats me down at times, and I have to let in what I feel true they said, I have to know what I never wanted, I have to know what is not true (for me), and just learn, learn and learn. Often who hurt us don't see what they did, even if it was once true, they never see the changes you make. Yet, it lingers and longs in your heart, sensitive.
If it means anything to you, you've been good to me.
If it means anything to you, you've been good to me.
Lostpoet · M
@thewindupbirdchronicles thank you and this Post is directed at people I've personally known in my life. My coworker and former Boss wouldn't have liked it if I was messing with them and the fact that I kept changing jobs and even left to a different state before I tried to get help from law enforcement which only fcked my life up even more. I don't know how they could stalk me and then run and hide and I've had to live with their consequences. I had never been homeless, and I've never been put in handcuffs until I met these people. I just want them to admit it and I want to file charges against the law enforcement for even allowing it to happen or continue. Somebody has been cyber attacking me and also messing with me in my personal life.
thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M
@Lostpoet I've read your stories, and they would fucking hurt. Unfortunately law enforcement can have bad results for people vulnerable, complaining, or needing help. Ask many a domestic abuse survivor. The story may not fit, but my ex's mother was schizophrenic, she was made into the villian, to the point her own daughter she hid herself from. Her mother would hide down city alleys, pretending they never met to protect her daughter, as police would be of no help. Police are not good at reading these kind of situations, is all I'm getting at.
Lostpoet · M
@thewindupbirdchronicles i don't have schizophrenia. I just don't like anyone anymore because what I've been through. And I'm going through all of this and someone is playing a game with my life. And I just want whoever is doing or whoever was involved to confess to doing it, so that I can move on with my life.