Why do I FEEL THIS WAY?

I am alone, scared, and tired. I am scared to loose everything. I am scared to mess up. I am tired of trying. Everyone around me wants me to be perfect and to do things that I can not. I have no support, just people bossing me around. Telling me what to do as if I was a puppet. Yet I care for them. All I want to do is run away. I want my life to be about the kids and I. No one else. Yet here they are, needing, wanting, asking. ordering. I want to leave, but I can't. I feel like I am in a prison. Surrounded by people who only care about themselves, yet act as if they care. All they do is criticize and use you. How can I leave? How Can I get away? I am done. I am done.