I am sad that I’ll never have a beautiful wedding in a beautiful wedding dress. Looking beautiful. And my groom looking at me and being in awe

Thinking I’m beautiful inside and out. Like thinking I’m the most beautiful woman and having professional pictures and having a dad to give me away and having my sisters support and feeling beautiful. It sucks so much that I’m not conventionally attractive and skinny with a nice butt. It sucks and I get so caught up in it. I as getting a manicure today and o saw this woman and she was beautiful with the features he really likes and I thought. My boyfriend would love to be with her. It broke my heart