Better listen to these people. I'm telling you right now that if you don't get yourself together to think healthily, you will lose your boyfriend. You'll push him away in no time. Especially constantly questioning how much does he love you. Don't do that. You'll lose him for sure. Try to accept and be thankful that you have a boyfriend and that he does love you. Some ladies don't and they would love to have a boyfriend. He shouldn't have to prove his love for you, in order to make you feel secure. You're constant questioning him will get real old with him and he'll get tired of it and leave, if you don't stop it. Then you'll be asking yourself what happened and that's why.
Without knowing it, you may have some type of chemical imbalance from diet which can cause deep depression and feelings of insecurity. This would definitely drive him away if you don't stop thinking negatively and I don't say that to be mean. You can help yourself. You can get counseling and you can also look at free self-help videos on YouTube but you really need to address this. You must learn to accept that your boyfriend is with you because he wants to be with you. Otherwise he would be gone but with your constant self judgment, trust me, he's not going to be around for long. I don't know any man that would. You have insecurities that you really must address so you can be happy in life. You will lose him and then you'll wonder why, and that's why. So get the help you need please. Love and respect yourself enough to know that you're enough, no matter who you would be with. They're not with you because you force them. But if you keep doubting their love and being down on yourself, they'll be gone in a flash, guaranteed. No matter who you're with, if they're not treating you as if you're enough, then you don't need them! Please watch some self-help videos on YouTube and talk to a counselor. I feel your insecurity might stem from your childhood or something but ask yourself what's lacking in your life and then fix it. There are tons of self-help books out there and I have used them and they work great! You must stop thinking of the worst and break this cycle of negative thinking. If you don't, it will definitely ruin your health both physically and emotionally and who wants to live like that? If your negativity continues to be a constant problem for your boyfriend, he's going to get sick of that real quick and he'll be gone in no time, so do yourself a favor and love yourself enough to work on this and get help. You'll be very glad you did. Don't run him off because of your insecurities. I'm rooting for you, but if it's going to happen, you're going to have to be the one to make it happen. No one will do this for you. You can do this!
