I am sad that I’ll never have a beautiful wedding in a beautiful wedding dress. Looking beautiful. And my groom looking at me and being in awe

Thinking I’m beautiful inside and out. Like thinking I’m the most beautiful woman and having professional pictures and having a dad to give me away and having my sisters support and feeling beautiful. It sucks so much that I’m not conventionally attractive and skinny with a nice butt. It sucks and I get so caught up in it. I as getting a manicure today and o saw this woman and she was beautiful with the features he really likes and I thought. My boyfriend would love to be with her. It broke my heart

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YoMomma ·

Why would you think that? Not everything is about looks..

Justbekind24 · 26-30, F

@YoMomma I know it’s not but my brain just gets so focused and it’s hard to control. I hate that I think about it so much.

Moneyonmymind · 31-35, M

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YoMomma ·

@Justbekind24 sorry i used to be that way about my crush (thinking he's like other women).. i was never with my crush tho he never liked me.. did your bf ever give you any reason to think he thought less of you and desired other "more attractive" women? Not everyone is attracted to the same things.. people have different views of what is and isn't attractive to them you know? You may not fancy yourself as you are but maybe he does? Idk but he is with you so unless he is giving you reasons to think he doesn't really want or like you .. you shouldn't worry about it unnecessarily and give yourself useless grief? 😳