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I'm not proud of myself...

There are so many people here that are dealing with REAL health issues. With life or death issues...and here I am venting because I am in a little bit of pain.

I have that sick to my stomach feeling that occurs whenever I've lost my temper, and whenever I insult someone who doesn't really deserve it, out of my own frustration.

This morning, it was the scheduler at my doctor's office, who was told to call me by the Medical Assistant, who doesn't do her own dirty work. I think I said, "Duh, Duh" to her twice. And then I told her that I wanted the Medical Assistant to call me herself, because she, also was not very bright.

Basically they tried to send me BACK to the same pain management place that made my back WORSE, and who never called me for a follow-up, and told me that my primary care physician does not see her own patients if they need pain management. (And this was after I thoroughly explained all of the above when I called to make the appointment with my doctor.)

It's all upsetting and frustrating for me. I almost never go to the doctor. I didn't go when I got the flu, (because the same medical assistant, little Hitler, wouldn't give me a flu shot on two separate occasions because I had a runny nose from allergies).

I don't GO to the doctor for small illnesses.

Anyway...enough self justification. I've been a lousy rotten Karen b!tch to someone who didn't deserve it at all. I feel sick.
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cherokeepatti · 61-69, F
Well pain can make a person miserable. I can overlook an outburst due to that because it’s happened to me too. I was coming down with the flu a long time ago and snapping at everyone because I had such a feeling of malaise and didn’t know it was the flu.
4meAndyou · F
@cherokeepatti Thank you for giving me an excuse. I keep wanting to call and apologize, but I think that would just make it worse.