I just needed to get this off my chest no offense

Ive seen ppl who killed themselves or ppl claiming to be depressed they were happy with friends and families in their photos even in real life... They are always nagging about their lives but they look happy.. So happy.. I think they are attention seekers *no offense*. They are so loved.. Spoiled even.. Too much.. Until they decided to kill themselves to get attention or make some drama to hurt their. Families.. Im just expressing my opinion nothing more... Im just mad at those ppl.. They should see my lifee.. I have nothing and no one.. And im still holding on... Still breathing.. Still tryna livewith all i can.. Im not generalising.. I just saw some of ppl like that... And it confused me and pissed me off.. I think they are ungrateful for their beautiful lives... Even if it has some downs.. Its still a life... Again i mean no offense... I just wanted to say that a long time ago..