I was wondering what if I my parents didn't have me, would they suffer less without me?

I've been thinking about it for days since they're really have been scolding and cursing me a lot lately, whether if I should've just unalived myself sooner so they wouldn't suffer anymore. I feel guilty of being a part of their problems, I need somebody's thought.

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hippyjoe1955 · 70-79, M

Ever have a child of your own? If not let me explain. I didn't have any children for the sake of the child. I had a child because I wanted a child. Me losing a child that I wanted was extremely heart breaking. Why? Because no matter what I still want that child and there was nothing that child could ever do that would make me regret ever having had him.