What am I without my academic achievements?My family of six everyday's meal budget is $1.70 (or $3.00 on a good day). We can already buy 3 packs of noodles and 1 kilo of rice with that little money although it's not enough, so I always voluntarily eat the smallest portion just so my mother... See More »
I'm sick of itWhen my parents argue about something, my dad would sometimes threaten to shoot all of us, me, my mom, sister, brother, little brother (He's a cop so he has a gun) and the first time he said that made me lose some respect for him. One time I just... See More »
My life doesn't have any meaning at allI'm useless i wish i wasn't born, i didn't want to be born, it wasn't my choice, it was their choice but i feel sick knowing that even if they say they love me, I'm still just a problem to them.
I was wondering what if I my parents didn't have me, would they suffer less without me?I've been thinking about it for days since they're really have been scolding and cursing me a lot lately, whether if I should've just unalived myself sooner so they wouldn't suffer anymore. I feel guilty of being a part of their problems, I need... See More »
